high....perfectionist

Me? a perfectionist? never. This girl in the picture? Pure thinsporfectionist!! hhahaha like my made-up word? Anywho I feeling absolutely euphoric right now. I didnt consume ANY calories for the past 3 days. Simply water. I decided to cut down on the sugar part of diet soda and BOY DOES IT HELP!! lost 5 pounds in 3 days. I stopped smoking while on this fast. I guess because I wanted to mentally challenge my mind. I remember this guy talking about how eating disorders were a mental disease and NOT a choice. I BEG to differ by saying that it is hard AS FUCK to not give into the temptation of foods luring evilness. I not only hate to even think about food but thinking about consuming it drives me crazy. Sometimes I think of foods I want all day long and it takes every last drop of water and magic I put into my body to keep me from eating it. && Im not saying i dont binge, believe me, i binge....but for some reason, i feel raaaather confident after this fast. I allowed myself 3 saltine crackers after my workout today for an hour and a half. I know the sodium is a killer in those things, but looking at my fat ass roommate pig out on all sorts of chocolate things makes me feel very strong still. Tomorrow will be a fruits and veggies and water day depending on the amount of hunger i get. I still need to lose 55 pounds by June 6th. That is my complete transformation date && i couldnt be more excited nor determined. I love getting on here and reading comments and others tips and tricks because it keeps me motivated and going!! Love you guys...think thin =)


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