So im not going to post what Iv decided to do about my positive pregnancy test. I DID, however, go to the doctors, and it was confirmed that Im about 8 weeks or so along. But due to the nature of this blog and not being able to please everyones opinions behind birth, abortion, adoption, etc, i figured id rather not have anyone judge me and just continue with what Im going to do. blah! Thanks for the commentary on previous posts! It means alot that I have followers who actually read my blog. Anyways Ill be back shortly with more updates,
xo
-B
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
fuck my life
dear bloggers,
my life sucks, fuck my life, my shitty life is gay....i really dont know many other ways to say it. I just found out the most devastating news of my life today. i peed on a stupid stick today and the faintest of two pink lines showed up. im so mad. how could this happen?? i barely eat, i do more drugs, and smoke more tobacco than anyone i know. how could this happen if we used a condom every single time, not even once did we slip up!!! OMG.....im sick to my stomach. i refuse to gain weight back, i cant do this. my world is falling apart. im failing out of ALL of my classes right now. im fucked. my world is being turned upside down and i feel like im sitting on the outside watching in. I dont know what to do, or what can possibly be done to fix this. urrrgghhhhh, this sucks.
what would you guys do?
my life sucks, fuck my life, my shitty life is gay....i really dont know many other ways to say it. I just found out the most devastating news of my life today. i peed on a stupid stick today and the faintest of two pink lines showed up. im so mad. how could this happen?? i barely eat, i do more drugs, and smoke more tobacco than anyone i know. how could this happen if we used a condom every single time, not even once did we slip up!!! OMG.....im sick to my stomach. i refuse to gain weight back, i cant do this. my world is falling apart. im failing out of ALL of my classes right now. im fucked. my world is being turned upside down and i feel like im sitting on the outside watching in. I dont know what to do, or what can possibly be done to fix this. urrrgghhhhh, this sucks.
what would you guys do?
Monday, May 18, 2009
guess whose back?
Dear bloggers,
yes, i know it has been forever since Iv posted on here. Not to to worry though, Iv lost about 35 pounds since my last entry and I couldnt be more ecstatic about it. I picked up a few newer worst habits then simply just cutting out food. I feel almost addicted to appetite suppressants as bad as weight loss supplements and the occassional line of cocaine. But Im falling more and more in love with my body everyday. More people notice my weight loss finally, and i feel like Im getting the attention I deserve. I just bought a new size medium swimsuit from wet seal which I love! its the kind where the sides are cut out, meaning i have to do like a billion crunches a day so that my fat doesnt hang over the sides...anyways im back to gain more insight on how all of my bloggers are doing and I want to lose another 45 pounds. Im at 140 now, but its so much better than the whomping 190 I was at a few months back. yay me, and yay us! I know ana loves me now...stay strong everyone : )
-B
yes, i know it has been forever since Iv posted on here. Not to to worry though, Iv lost about 35 pounds since my last entry and I couldnt be more ecstatic about it. I picked up a few newer worst habits then simply just cutting out food. I feel almost addicted to appetite suppressants as bad as weight loss supplements and the occassional line of cocaine. But Im falling more and more in love with my body everyday. More people notice my weight loss finally, and i feel like Im getting the attention I deserve. I just bought a new size medium swimsuit from wet seal which I love! its the kind where the sides are cut out, meaning i have to do like a billion crunches a day so that my fat doesnt hang over the sides...anyways im back to gain more insight on how all of my bloggers are doing and I want to lose another 45 pounds. Im at 140 now, but its so much better than the whomping 190 I was at a few months back. yay me, and yay us! I know ana loves me now...stay strong everyone : )
-B
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