mmmmm. o my first day of fasting was actually pretty easy. the only thing im thinkin is bad is the 16 ounce americano i had today. I put 2 tablespoons of soy milk in it. bad right?? but today i occupied my time soooooo well. I made myself try to look pretty then me and alen went and walked around campus taking ridiculous pictures in random places. hahaha he is seriously the best friend i never got in high school. and hes the only person I talk to about my ed. thank gosh nobody knows. but who could tell, im still a cow anyways...but after we did that i went to work and then worked out. I swam 20 laps and did the stairmaster. Im such an idiot because I left one of my gym shoes in the dorm. i was sooooo determined to work out that I just wore my flats instead. I swear i looked like a retard...But anywho I stepped on the scale after coming out of the sauna, and WOAH, I LOST 6 POUNDS IN 4 DAYS. which made me superrrr happy because its actually the first weight iv lost since the holidays which makes me super happy. I still have a long way to go. (gw- 115-120) but im going to keep on going with this fast. ooooh and sugarfree cinnamon gum. (ana`s crack for me) =) seriously....stay strong everyone <3
xox
BJ


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Hey babe, I know starting out is the hardest phase because we aren't thin yet...and some days the goal seems so far off we just binge and think it won't matter. But I promise, give it a few weeks and you WILL see resutls!!! We'll lose weight together darlin'
xoxo think thin!
~Kat
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